You will never be able to understand completely, how much it hurt.
Sure, you had it tough.
But it was you who chose to leave me, I didn't wanted to leave you.
All those sleepless nights, all the questions without answers.
There are still left in me.
A paltry "forgive me" will never be able to erase all the pain.
The pain I went through.
The feeling that I was not good enough.
It will always be there, bubbling under the surface.
But it is only at night, I let it come out.
All the scars, all the thoughts,all the memories, all the pain.
That will never disappear completely.
I have a hole in my chest, there my heart used to be, because of you.
Are you happy now?.

I don't miss you, I miss the person you used to be.

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